Life has been good for me lately... I've just finished my exams (fingers crossed I did okay), coming up to a new term at Pole Divas - in which I'm very excited to be challenged even further, ordered - received and mounted my new XPOLE, been catch up with the BCCS Girls, rekindling friendships and living each day finding something new in myself as a person and as a strong independent woman.
Today has been one of those days where you realize that life isn't always a box of chocolates, and I've had those moments, where life isn't going the way you want it to. You just want a sign from the one above that everything will be okay, but you feel alone, worried and confused. Why is it happening to me? What did I do? etc. etc.
I've had an interest in quotes lately, thoughts from those many years ago, whose perspective is so knowledgeable that you can't help but live life by them. The most recent one I came across today spoke bells to current situations I know others are going through... and has had an adverse way to how I look at life.
I've always been one to live every moment to the fullest, to speak truths, enjoy my every passion and desire and to always strive for nothing but the best, because I believe, that is what I deserve... and to earn everything I believe I deserve in the process.
It saddens me that life will eventually end, as we all know, that good things must come to an end. But for some, the ending is too soon... fortunately for me I've never experience a loss of someone close to me, have come quite close, and the fear alone, frightens me to my very core, but I have been lucky enough to have never been struck.
I have always been a follower of God, in my younger years much more loyal than I am now, but I still believe His presence is still all around. This side of me many people don't know, or don't understand because I am the way I am. I'm loud, ambitious, bitchy, confident, sexual and extroverted. But that's the way I am, it's the way He made me.
I believe, as fkd up as it may be, that everything happens for a reason... as twisted as reasons may be, I live my life by the theory, that there is a purpose for how life turns out.
My thoughts are with those who are going through tough times <3
It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth -- and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up -- that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had.
Today has been one of those days where you realize that life isn't always a box of chocolates, and I've had those moments, where life isn't going the way you want it to. You just want a sign from the one above that everything will be okay, but you feel alone, worried and confused. Why is it happening to me? What did I do? etc. etc.
I've had an interest in quotes lately, thoughts from those many years ago, whose perspective is so knowledgeable that you can't help but live life by them. The most recent one I came across today spoke bells to current situations I know others are going through... and has had an adverse way to how I look at life.
I've always been one to live every moment to the fullest, to speak truths, enjoy my every passion and desire and to always strive for nothing but the best, because I believe, that is what I deserve... and to earn everything I believe I deserve in the process.
It saddens me that life will eventually end, as we all know, that good things must come to an end. But for some, the ending is too soon... fortunately for me I've never experience a loss of someone close to me, have come quite close, and the fear alone, frightens me to my very core, but I have been lucky enough to have never been struck.
I have always been a follower of God, in my younger years much more loyal than I am now, but I still believe His presence is still all around. This side of me many people don't know, or don't understand because I am the way I am. I'm loud, ambitious, bitchy, confident, sexual and extroverted. But that's the way I am, it's the way He made me.
I believe, as fkd up as it may be, that everything happens for a reason... as twisted as reasons may be, I live my life by the theory, that there is a purpose for how life turns out.
My thoughts are with those who are going through tough times <3
It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth -- and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up -- that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had.
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