till i'm by myself
away from you
and your two faced paranoia.
you make me wonder what's really inside you,
how you treat others, how you treat me.
why you can't say things to my face.
why you have to be so deceitful.
it make no sense. why you have to power trip everything.
why you can't just accept that i'm a part of your life.
why can't you get off my back and let me live my life.
everything isn't always my fault - but i know you want it to be.
i really can't wait till i'm out on my own,
i don't have to put up with your shit - your whinging, your complaints, your half assed ways of trying to make me feel a part of the family.
i know i'm not, that much you've made clear.
my dad is no longer my dad because of you.
i don't love you like i thought i did, i thought you were like another mother.
turns out your just another bitch.
fuck you, and all your incoherent shit that i put up with on a daily basis.
i'm over you. and i'm over feeling like i'm the evil daughter.
if i'm not good enough, go find someone else.
try finding another idiot that would put up with as much as i do from you and my father.
I'M FUCKING OVER IT.
April
14 years ago
